There are two things we do in life, one of which is dying. And when I do, I hope I go to Texas.
Her bosom is large and strong enough to cradle me for eternity. Her dirt, sweet and soothing, will embalm my senses, capturing her persona forever. Her vital signs will pulse through time, giving flow to her energy like the blood circulating in my veins.
Breathing deeply her Summer breezes, they will become my lullaby. As a mother swaddles her child, the Fall colors of Texas will wrap around me like a patchwork quilt, before I pass to the Rock of Ages. Eventually I’ll be lying in state with the death of Winter, as if to preserve life like the seed dieing unto itself, only to rise again in the Spring. New life will call for growth once more, intoxicating me with the perfume of wildflowers. Fresh as the morning, she will offer a drink from dawn’s dew to quench my thirst. As I drink the potion, she will suspend me into perpetual bliss.
My spirit quickens, I hear the call. Neither Heaven nor Hell has any hold over me. Texas belongs to both. She’s where I began, and so will forever be. Amen.
Some comments from Facebook friends--
ReplyDelete1)Karen Thiemermann: Wonderful, heartfelt blog post.
2)Amanda Love: All of my senses took in the experiences of this story. The pride came over me, as only true Texan can. You always paint a beautiful picture mixed with life's real pain and pleasure. I sit back and replay the poetic journey in my mind.
3)Jenny Clark Hosey: Sus, I love your blog! I miss our talks....your ways of giving me advice....I miss you my friend! Sometimes when I am a little leaky, I just think of a susieism & I am all smiles! Love you.....
...Comments from Facebook friends...
ReplyDelete1)Jacque Lou: This is good...This could be read at my memorial service....
2)Jo Lynn Swint: Absolutely love your blog, Between The Lines...you have a wonderful way of placing all the words in the right spot!! Very very enjoyable! Don't have to actually travel or cook, just read and you experience it!!
Texas is probably the right place for you. I prefer to rotten in the soil in Winterland. Or maybe I should freeze my self into a glacier, to make some fun for future scientists?
ReplyDeleteBTW, San Antonio is a nice city >:)
Cold As Heaven
Girl.....I think we need to do a road trip down the highways and byways.... Really breathe all that Texas air. You are so patriotic to the "state," surely you'll end up in the State Cemetery in Austin.
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I am in tears Lovey. That was so beautiful. Did you write this? I think you need to write a book, such beauty in your words and I not only saw the beauty but felt it.
ReplyDeleteI LOVE YOU!